a Last Evening

Amanda Song
2 min readJan 14, 2020

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Image | Todd Diemer

the night before you leave a place, a city,

sit for a good long hour outside of a cafe and look into the street —

breath in the light-dotted night air

greedily

try to absorb something of these

streets, buildings, people

try to grab

a word, a sentence, a fragment

every moment of any old day is fleeting

but it’s the solid and clear knowledge

that you will never come here again

that brings the transitory nature of each moment into sharper focus

and impresses it deeper upon

every sensation, every waft of air,

as the last of its particular kind

lights on and off, cars here and past, people now and gone

a man in shades, bouncing in his low white cruiser

boys in caps, laughing on the corner

a woman, alone at a table

in the span of your hour long sit and soak of this street

were four parties,

three heartbreaks, and

one sunset

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